My humble Bee

I hardly knew thy closeness,
I hardly knew thy warmness,
I hardly knew thy sweetness,
I hardly knew thy anger,
I hardly knew thy separation.

My heart lingered,
In our sweet past,
Touching thy heart.

My eyes,
Watching thy soul,
Went outside to watch moon,
Thy only connection,
In this word.

I walk through the lawn,
But unable to find our moon.

I was unanswered,
I was never answered.

Her sighings,
Her laughter thunder,
Her interruptions,
All were a distant past.

All, as some imaginary waves,
Were oozing out of my heart,
But, non shall pass –

And I was deep into agony –
Thy separation was killing me.

Waves of thoughts were lingering,

Making a cloud,
Were relinquishing my passion for her.

My weaver dreams and heartfelt words,

All my emotions,
Came to a hault.

I was damned,

But I’m a phonix,
I want to surge out,
To kiss the sweetness,
To listen the honey words,
Of my humble bee.

A Prelude of Love

Honeyed layer over soft petal,
Tender pledge over supple pinks.
Like a drop of dew on a lotus,
Love’s first touch, a virgin kiss.

A prelude of love, a caring bridge,
Trembling lips, and radiant skin,
Warm breaths and cool nose,
Crimson face and drifting hairs.

Two lips, cherry red,
In crimson love,
Lips lick-locked,
Flattered me!

A touch of four petals,
to quench the thirst.
A touch;
A touch of two leaves.

Swirling inside gently,
A humble spiraling,
And ignited a fire inside.
Inside the cave.

Bridging proved to be
The happiest hour,
The shower of sweet drops.
We bestowed the crimson love.


Her lips said,
kiss me softly,
and speak to me low
Trust me dear,
the time is near,
Kiss me dear!
And I kissed her,
And kissed her gently,
and said,
you are beautiful, dear.

I kissed her lips,
And I tasted honey.
I sniffed her hair and said,
you smell like garden of roses.

I kissed her again, and
Earth went under my feet;
My soul was no longer
with in my body.

It seemed,
I touched the sky,
And brought the moon.
I had heard of the happiness,
I actually experienced it.

I told her,
You are an angel.
You’re the lifeline,
keeping me alive.


A bliss of kiss,
A kiss on lips,
Bliss lasting till eternity,
So precious, so sweet.

The first touch,
the morn in itself,
the hug through the shoulder,
The warm breaths.

The closed eyes
And tight hands around the back.
The sincerity of passion,
And closeness of souls.

So,
for a short while,
Still the essence of it,
Lasting forever.

I kissed the first time,
The first kiss.
Then to those hundred more,
And adding to those thousands one.

I kissed her, and I kissed her.
I kissed her, to make it million more.
And adding to those zillion one.
I kissed her, and I kissed her.




And I kissed her again,
A fresh,
a new,
as we first begun.

I kissed her.
Here,
there and everywhere.
And I died kissing her.

Ode to Thee

Heavenly Drops:

You’re the one, who gave me words,
You’re the one, who taught me speak,
You’re the one who made me live my life - -

You’re my resilient power,
You’re my source of inspiration,
You’re my musings,
You’re my success,
You’re my destruction,
You’re my power,
You’re my sacrifice,
You’re my prosperity,
You’re my music,
You’re my rhythm,
You’re my humming,
You’re the soul of my life.

Our relationship,
So pure, so strong.
None shall cross,
None shall break.
Friends forever.

It starts with
A tiny life in a cocoon,
Gestation starts,
Life sprung,
In the warmth
Of togetherness.
Like gold
Spun inside.

And then
Our friendships’ aromatic
Like sweet fragrance of earth
During first rain
And we flashed,
Like seven colours
Of a rainbow,
High in the sky.


In the first rain,
We drenched together,
We danced together,
We laughed together,
We walked,
Hand in hand,
We sat,
Under a tree,
To take rest,
To whisper,
To play,
The warmness grew,
Sheer closeness
And nothing else.
Pure and impeccable,
Strong and resounding,
Resilient and symbiotic.

Rain never stops,
To drench us,
With its pureness.

Warmness of our relationship,
Grew stronger and stronger.
Fragrance of our relationship,
Became heavenly good.

We danced together,
On the seventh heaven,
Amid the constellations,
In the ambience
Of sparkling lights,
We could see each other,
And were ready to drink
The sparkle of realationship.

P.S. This post is also dedicated to Zeher.

Missingness

You know what honeycomb?

What I did today whole day.

I missed you. You’re all around me.

When I was working with wires, motors, circuits,

There was a sudden breakdown,

A crash, curr… curr… curr…

Pale burning smoke came out of the motor

And there I’d see your face carved in it,

I admired and admired and admired you a lot.

Shrilling voice and vibrating hums,

Everywhere I’d hear your voice,

Echoing, "hey dear how’re you?"

And I said the whole day long,

"hey baby, I’m here only,

And will contact you in couple of hours."

You came into existence in my breath.

You came into existence in my hearings.

You came into existence in my food.

You came into existence in my daydream.

You’re continuously overpowering me

And I was like getting indebted

in your MISSINGNESS.

I missed you a lot sweetu.

I juss can’t cease thinking of you.

You’re my moonlight,

You’re my energy.

You’re the air I breathe,

You’re those pink sunrays that wake me daily.

You’re my passion,

You’re my dream, my melody

My love, my soul.

My voice, my desire

My darling, my sweetoo.

My princess, my queen,

My hearts’ beat.

My eye’s search,

Every flowers fragrance.

You’re a toxic, that makes me talli.!

P.S. This post is heartly dedicated to Zeher.