The Escape Road

The splinter swinging high,
Struck by the lightning of this neutrophilic world.

Here I’m,
An urchin, under the naked parasol
Monstrous Gehenna, profound credence,
Inside the stormed citadel,
Tangled in my own net of thoughts.

I’m haunting,
I’m haunting for the flicker.
Enfeeble and debilitate, badgering continuously.

I want to keep myself safe,
Serpentine and a hedgehog, swirling and snoozing
Demigods.

In this rainy season,
Trying to calm me,
To rejuvenate me with superfluous oomph.


But the Splinter,
Non-sequitur of my thoughts.
Spinning with alacrity, askew
Carpe diem blitzkrieg, towards me, to kill me
It’s haunting me.


Thy jaunt, turned out to be an ordeal
Bete noire, profane by my own thoughts,
Cuss, bleary eyes with fatigue libation.


Entr’acte


My thoughts chafe
Blinding my sights,
In flummox clouds,
Jittery and hawkish, my wits
Déjà vu, trepidation tantamount.


Valhall, I’m coming.

The Escape Road,
Find me just another Escape Road.

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My Humble Bee

I hardly knew thy closeness,
I hardly knew thy warmness,
I hardly knew thy sweetness,
I hardly knew thy anger,
I hardly knew thy separation.

My heart lingered,
In our sweet past,
Touching thy heart.

My eyes,
Watching thy soul,
Went outside to watch "MOON",
Thy only connection,
In this world.


Thy separation is killing me.
Waves of thoughts are lingering,
Making a cloud,
Were relinquishing my passion for her.

My weaver dreams and heartfelt words,
All my emotions,
Came to a hault.

I was damned,
But I’m a phonix,
I want to surge out,
To kiss the sweetness,
To listen the honey words,
Of My Humble Bee.


- to my sweet little zeher

Our Great Country, India

Hail Everybody,

I read the complete thread, and enjoyed every bit and nibble of it. I really appreciate – Shaiwal, Ishani and Shivam – for their conjurers over the topic. We can clearly see a violent streak in you all, against the Indian Judiciary System, just like me.

I completely agree with Shaiwal and Shivam on may points regarding lethargic attitude of our Governement regarding Capital Punishment. Regarding fast execution of any damn project and getting it done in time. Be it power stations, transportation, vikas yojna or census counting or be it Court Cases. There are lacs of cases still pending in courts and I can’t believe, Judicial Judges, who had taken an oath once upon a time to serve the country are on leave, gone on vacation, shit on them.

Indian Courts are closed on week-ends. Why? Though, lots’ of cases are pending, why to take leave on week ends. Currently, all court judges are on 45 days summer holiday.

What will happen to the millions of piled pending cases?

There are lot’s of vacancies left open, buy no bodies caring to recruit to fill them.

Very poor law system, that we have adopted way back in 1952 regarding crimes, has hardly changed since then. It’s in dire need of a 180 degree phase shift. But the problem is, who will change it? Shivam you said, we need to change everything, I agree. But, in order to change a single law, the whole procedure needs to get passed through the Legislative assembly (Lok Shabha).

There is a law ministry who takes care of all this laws regarding everything, including crime laws. Now in order to change a single law, this law ministry, first need to have insights that here is the problem and need to change. If they don’t find a problem in the existing system, why would they take unnecessary steps? Second, if “they” see a grave problem, they in accordance with the Rulling party, will write an amend, a decree with obligation to Mr. PM and Mrs. President regarding the same. The law will be introduced in the Assembly and will get a slot to discuss by the Speaker. The whole thing would then pass trough the Assembly. All the parties would hear and discuss the pro’s and con’s of it. In the end the resolution can be passed and can be made legal if an only it gets the majority of 2/3. Majority of 2/3 is essesntial in Lok Shabha, for each and every law to be passed. Even to change this rule of 2/3 majority, and make it 1/3 or ½, it needs to get 2/3 majority. You see the irony in this.

(Note: Money Bills need 50 % majority)

This is why; we aren’t able to make changes in our Judiciary System. A mea culpa.

Shaiwal you asked about, why the verdict of primary courts and primary fast track courts are not made final? This is simply because the law is made so, back in 1952. Second to change it, there has to be a rigorous discussion initiated by the law ministry in the legislative assembly and need to get the majority of 66 %.

In India, only one sect, only one cult works; Industrialists, and not the Government. This is a pitch dark truth of our country. Industrialists, work day-in and day-out, even on weekends to get the best and in bulk. But government officials are askew and snails, with lumpy paunch and staggering weights. They don’t believe in work during week ends, and during night, and in heat, and in rain. They work when they think its high time to work now, and that even just for the sake of completing the given work.

Ishani you said, our country India is the most non-violent country in the world, I completely agree with you. We are the dumbest and the most calm and peace loving country existing on this planet earth.

Let me give some examples:

China, if a terrorist/murderer is caught, there’s a rule, he/she need to be assigned a sentence in a 30 days time. Be it prosecution or bars. That’s it. Period. No time wastage.

In Israel, people don’t even wait to take the murderer or specially a terrorist to the court or even jail. Gunmen direly shoot them at sight. That’s the Israeli way to curb the terrorism.

Why So? Why so much of difference?

The reason is: these people, Chinese, United States, Germany, Japan, et al; understands the price and value of their freedom. They still remember the price they had paid to gain their freedom. We don’t.

Chinese and Israeli people have fought a shitty war of blood and gore to regain their inch – inch of land from their enemies. Their land, even today is soaked with their hot blood, and these people understand the importance of it. But we don’t.

Back in 1942, when Quite India movement started, Churchill clearly stated to Mr. Gandhi, “You’re a big fool Mr. Gandhi, you people can’t, simply can’t run this big country on your own. It’s a pretty mess. We are capable of and has the needed experience. Your country is feeble and shall be segregated and shall be collapsed with in no time. It’s a big mistake you’re doing Mr. Gandhi. Think once more”. I remember, this is written clearly in the famous book, ‘Freedom at Midnight’, by Dominique Lappirie.

Churchill was right. Believe me. We have, not yet, learned the way to rule this gigantic country with a population over 130 Crore. We're still in gestation period. We're still green, unripe, immature and juvenile.

Problems of brain drain, attrition, no proper legal policy, now and then interference of council of ministers, president in the law, no fix time duration of execution of a court case, lethargic behaviour, poor attitude toward work are the stark symptoms of our degraded Government's Management.

Just compare Government work with Private Channels:

Government Work: Sardar Sarovar Damn, Municipality work, PWD, et al

Private Work: Konkan Railway, Delhi Metro, Golden Quadrilateral, et al (Made on the law of BOT - Built, Operate and Transfer)

Spot the difference?

Plight of BSNL, post 1991 reform of libralization and after - how it changed, after springing up of other 12 mobile spectrums across the sky of Indian Subcontinent.

In short, to tame the government, public themselves has to kick the government’s ass.

Now to do this, there are two tools at our stake.

1. Ballot

2. Education.

As what Shivam and Shaiwal says.

Both of these have got certain powers, but half baked powers. If not understood properly by the public, it can go against us. And, that’s exactly what is happening. I won’t say, both of these factors should be used hand in hand or should concentrate on one, rather, we should be focused.

(a) People get educated, and go abroad or even if they stay here, get so involved with their work that they can’t vote.

(b) Uneducated, illiterate people vote hardly knowing whom to vote.

These are too simple layman practical phenomenon’s happening at the ground level.

And they are true.

Giving my own example,

Case 1:

In my voting right period of 6 years till now, I have voted only once. Why? Because since I got 18, I never lived at my home town, I kept on shifting alone without my family. Second, even when I voted once, in State Assembly Election of April 2009, didn’t know why I voted a particular person. I completely didn’t know the characteristics of the person I voted for at that time. Believe me, I voted just for the cause of voting. I was excited, then. I didn’t know any of the person standing for elections because I never stayed at my home town. So now, what does it mean? Does my vote had any weighting? Did it matter the final result in a fruitful way?

Case 2:

Now, the case turns to us all. We all 180 students of the batch 2009-11 of isbm, puna are like me only. When next election shall come for respective State Assembly, for example, not only we 180, but together 8 Lacs we like students who are potential voters but lives in pune for study purpose (and cannot be calculated in the census of Puna), will become deceitful, fraudulent crook, a big time hypocrite. For a single day – even though we are all well educated - will become boorish and hooligans and uncivilised and barbaric’s, isn’t it? Tell me if I’m wrong.

And this is only for Puna. What about other Tier II and I cities. What about those billions of people who have migrated for the purpose of job and due to famine? No body can vote, thought they are educated !

And believe me, I’m just chugging my way through the bottom of the pyramid of the whole constellation. There’s a lot to come. The thing is, India is a big vast blue ocean, where industrialists are churning money, white topi – babu’s- are churning money, only middle class govt. job doer is getting pissed off.

Industrialists hardly care; rather give a damn for govt. officials and their policies and Babus (policy makers) are always busy in calculating black moolahs. This is the true face of Our Great Country where, only it's name is a singular thing and we're sitting helpless, unable to reform the decree.

That's it, as of now.

The rising population of India Part I

The only singular thing about our country is it's name INDIA.

The macro problems of food, work for the common Indian were addressed to with the machinations of firs and second five year plans. (Giving first importance to Agriculture and then to heavy industries). Sheltering for Indians had taken a back seat then, which is a hot cake now! Cereal production at 220 Mn Tons had established at the end of 6th Five Year Plan, but the imports of certain pulses and edible oil still continued to a huge extend, which is marginal today.

Heavy industries in spite of giving rural employment, produced iron and steel at great losses. Today we are still exporting iron ore to Japan and South Korea. And that's irony. We are not catering properly.

By the eight five year plan, we managed to have substantial production from the core sector and the problem of shelter to the common man was steadily coming down. On the export front, there were flashes in the pan and the big wigs of the corporate sector mulled their way through the bureaucracy.

Except for transit monsoon, 3 wars with Pakistan & China, common sense prevailing over this part of Asia, India slowly started emerging as a mini-power in the sub-continent. this too after 50 years of Independence. On a comparative basis, smaller nations who got Independence after us, took huge strides and today they are cut above us on numerous fronts. The only reason for this disparity is our rising population.

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It’s the classic condition of “Now What?”

It seems, my very raison d’être was very much true to the worldly wisdom before entering the straits of ISB&M, Nande. But now, I seem to be lost.

I can describe my self as another ordinary mortal, existing just for the sake of it. This ordinary gives the world its mere existence while some extraordinary might give it, its value. And that’s worthiness of being existent. I’ve lost total control of my being holier-than-thou; simply I can’t be ever again, what I used to be. And, I’m prodigiously lamenting for it.


I’m clear in my thoughts, would be a highly wrong saying at this point of time. Had it been the time of my leaving home back in June last year, prima facie I was pristine clear about my modus Vivendi.


And now, I’m stuck with this stark question “Now What”?

And still, at some ghostly hour, I manage to write this one just to resemble and restructure myself,

Time is the school, in which we learn,
Time is fire, in which we burn.
But time isn’t a frame, where we can shield our selves.
But yeah, time is definitely a mask, we can hide.


and I cry in hues of secret alphabets. I need more, be benevolent.

Let time make me camouflage myself and heal me. Because, the antiquity of time is the youth of the world. Some eerie thought process in me says, “I do believe, but can’t act”.
I’m paralyzed, I’m haunted. Heal me.



P.S.

I pray,
He who binds to himself a joy…
Amen.

Clueless

Day's are passing, jittery mind and wrecking neck. Mind's not working, thoughts are jammed. Really don't know, what to do, where to go. It seems, raison d'être levy no weight in my life. Rather, it seems, nothing just exist in my life. I feel like' I've become a free wonderer who haunts from place to place where ever refuge he manages. Mind's totally blank, I swear. I'm feared off. I've become timid now. Help me people. I really don't want to waste my time like this.



P.S. - Today, March 21, 2010, was galloping my lunch in the mess with Sumit Mehta. And he just threw bits and nibbles of harsh words to me. Showed the agony I'm passing through. Asked me to wake up.

And I'm still, finding the answer. With a hope, to tell you a nice good story someday.

Adieu till now

Omkar envisages

Hello Friends,
there's a good news. My friend Omkar aka Omi has started blogging. I welcome him with warm wishes.

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Do go to it.

Regarding Below Mentioned Post

Hello Friends,
on March 6, 2010 we had Head, Marketing from Global E-Procure in our college for Workshop. He taught us well on e-marketing and technical terminologies and the likes. In the end, he divided the whole class in 8 groups and gave an individual topic to each.

My group had the topic: Marketing Strategy for a new upcoming Marketing Agency.
So I and the group framed, did something what you can see in the below post. We actually designed a poster and posted it online. Sir was really happy seeing our presentation.

That's all for now.

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I Seek Awakening

I seek awakening
I seek enlightenment,
detachment and serenity.
I believe,
an unexamined life is not worth living.


The human mind,
if it accepts the idea of equality,
almost invariably loses the idea of liberty.

If it maintains the idea of liberty,
it loses the conception of equality.
- Fyodor Dostoevesky

I Seek Awakening

Today, after a long time I got a spree time to read. Today's world has so changed that one can find a piece of newspaper not in library shelf but in waste.

Some beautiful lines, I'm quoting from today's Business Standard.

I Seek Awakening,

I Seek Enlightenment,

detachment and serenity.

I do believe

I'm loosing my AIM

MY future seems to be blurred.

Light is Blazing

hello friends,
everybody on the freeways, superspeeding with HR Share and Chain Act.
Chain Act is round the corner on coming sunday. so preparation is on it's peak. HR Share people working too hard, and I appreciate a lot to them. It's going to be a stupendeous event.

I thing I noticed, people are finding it too difficult to manage between classes and event work. I agree, it's too tangible to manage between both. one can either attend the class or can work for respective event. but not both right ? but see, every college organizes such events with some aim. at the end of the day, it's us who are getting benefitted by it. or say, college management organizes such events so that we people work an extra mile and learn something, somethign real world practices. obviously, no body wants to be a book worm or a bright sun inside the fence. these events are meant for exploring our skill and gaining something new. and this something is the good side effects that we learn during processes we do during actual practical work.

This is the right time, this is right age when we can stretch ourselves. We can go an extra edge, we can burn mid-night oil, we can work for hours and hours continuously, scraping all the rust from our mind and instilling some good karma. believe me, if we wont work at this stage, forget you can reach upto a position where the guest lecture people have reached. it takes ages to reach there, it takes years of butt-bursting efforts under a single roof to reach there. and here, we people crib for single single miniscule things. I hate this. i've heard, many people say, i have never undergone any strees in my life earlier, so now am feeling stressed, i cant work anymore, i dont know this, i dont know that. forget hr share, forget chain act, forget classes. shit. really shit on you people.

belive me, i'm critisizing you people and i'm not at all pin-pointing anybody. but this a general dictum of we all (even i'm included) and we need to sit under a corner roof and need to think "whats happening with me?", "what should i do to improvise my skills?", "where i stand and where i need to go?".

Ask yourself, an umpteem times, who am i?, and what am i doing right now, is it true to myself? see what others doing, ask them how can i do the same thing, practice and develop those skills in youself. Please don't, ever sit idle. this life has cut-throat competition, here there everywhere, and one can't, just can't escape from it. either you remain dull or excel. either or.

stand out, but stand tall.
stretch yourself. work hard.

Loneliness is lost

The moment in your consciousness
When you are utterly alone,
But you do not feel lonely...
Your very being becomes the whole.
This is the longing of man
That is hidden in his deepest,
Innermost core.

Chain Act 2009

Theme this year,

Integrating Supply Chain: The Future Prospectives

Venue: ISB&M Nande, Pune

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Depressed Rookie to Legitimate Competitor

There's a difference when I used to post on this blog in erstwhile and than of today. Earlier I used to write a draft in MS Office Word, usesd to read it again and again, uncannily tring to find out any mistakes if I have made and tring to sort it out. And see today, understanding the realm, having time the scarce commodity being in MBA course, I juss type it down directly in the Posting area. Time matters a lot. Provided, onself utilizes the time in a fruitful way. That's not a common holier-than-thou verbatim, but rather a hard core truth of everybody's life. There are many people in my class whoes intellectual is really good, that means, they must have worked hard in mathematics and other subjects during schooling, but than has lost the tract somewhere. No doubt, they are good in personality, good in english, but really lacks in ethics. I'm honestly not at al pin pointing anybody, but rather started this post version juss to scale my self. Rather, i'm learning a lot from them as well, obviously positive vibes.

The topic chose, Depressed Rookie to Legitimate Competitor, is supposed to throw some light about the CHANGES that occured in me after coming to isbm. That is what is important to me and my closed one's.

This is the first post under this section. I'll keep on posting.